I think I need to retract my last post

I overreacted big time.

Not that I didn't mean it when I said it, I most definitely did.

The issue is that those were cruel and unnecessary things to be said, and while at that moment they were true they are not true now.

Now, Ilze, if you ever come across this. Please, don't take this to heart. Please don't take this seriously, because I know you are prone to overreacting just as I am.

I am happy that we patched things up and we are good again. I am happy to have you here and when you go to Wisbech I will miss you, strange as it may seem. I like having you around even if you drive me crazy and sometimes I need to take a breath away from you.

So, please, don't take the previous post to heart.

I don't want to delete the post, because I kind of use this as a diary and if I needed to write something at one point, I want it to stay there. I created this, and it should not just disappear. Bad enough my memories don't stay.