Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever grow up to be an adult

I have all these "adult" worries but with most of them I deal as a child - I just curl up and wish they would disappear.

Also, sometimes I find myself wanting to just be somewhere. Not travelling, not moving to another country, just settling down in one place, anchoring down so to speak. When that happens I get panic attacks thinking that this must be how adulthood feels like.

And then I get better and realise I have seen too little.

Nevermind my ramblings, it is late and I should be sleeping for an hour already. It's another long day tomorrow.